Thank you all!

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It's now exactly one month since June died, and I would like to thank everyone on here for the love, kindness and support you all have and continue to give me, even from people who don't know me.
These last weeks have been the darkest and most difficult of my life, you may not realise it, but you've all helped me cope.
So please accept my undying gratitude and love from the bottom of my heart.

god bless you all. XXX

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Milk,

if in any small way, directly or indirectly, I have eased some of the pain you have gone through in recent weeks it has been my privilege to do so.

In my experience the heartache never goes away but does get easier to deal with as time passes. Small consolation for the loss I know, but such is life.

Take care.

CWL

[Ann1]

The pain will never go away, but it will ease over time, and as CWL says, if we have helped in any way, then that is what friends are for xx

[Roma]

I don't know you Milkhope ,but I wish you well for the future.

[Shadow]

Milkhope-if we have managed to help in some small way then it gladdens me.

I cant imagine what the past few weeks have been like for you but you know we are all thinking of you xxx

[Jazz]

I endorse all the above expressed thoughts, Milky. I'm glad our small efforts have helped.....time is the healer.

[magpie4ever99]

We're not the heroes Milky, you are

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Thanks again to you all. It was never going to be and still won't be easy. If you think that you've not helped much, think again you've helped more than you'll ever know.
Today have been a really bad day I can't get the images of that terrible night out of my head - It's not the first time, and I know it won't be the last time.
I do know I'm not alone which means so much.
Thanks once again XXX

[Shadow]

No you are not alone Milkhope

I think that when something so traumatic happens its almost inevitable that people do get flashbacks to that terrible event.I still get them now and we are five years down the line.I cant say that the memories will go because they wont but as time goes on those intense memories do come a little less often.My heart goes out to you-it really does

I also think that its only later that the shock etc begins to hit.You know we are all here for you and some of us are just a phone call away

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Thanks for reminding me I'm not the only one that's had to face adversity. There are many people all over the world and in Britain having to deal with far worse things, but this is personal and it won't go away. I just want this day to be over.

[Shadow]

I didnt mean that Milkhope

I meant that you arent alone because we are thinking of you

Many things go on in the world but its very,very different when its happening to you

Apologies if my post read wrongly

xx

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Nothing to apologise for. I didn't mean it to sound like that. it just you got me thinking. I'm a bit all over the place tonight take no notice XXX

[Shadow]

Its a difficult time for you now Milkhope-we all know that.Absolutely no explanations necessary.

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Milk, don't beat yourself up your going to have ups and down and the only thing I will say to you is keep talking, keep posting, post pictures if you like it's important you don't bottle it all up.

I said over at the Chron that I've been around online forums for years and have had to face some horrible times especially 9/11 when we have half a dozen US buddies lost loves one in the attack, had members tragically take their own lives and die of various illnesses. With 1500 active members we've experienced it all Milk.

Its never easy but it's so important to reach out and I'm so glad that you have the courage to do that here. Rest assured we'll never tire of talking about this Milk if it's what you need to do.

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Once again I'm overwhelmed and I'm truly grateful. it a a wonderful and comforting feeling to know I'm not alone.
God bless you all.